maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

i really wish people would put out a #fedimeta call out there for instance admins to unblock computerfairi.es.

elekk ran a smear campaign against me and got everybody in this instance cut off from a lot of the fediverse in the process.

i no longer run computer fairies. block me, not the whole instance.

@djsundog toot?

cant tell if federation bullshit is afoot, or if someone i used to follow here before being ousted from the fediverse now has me or my instance blocked.

Do I need help? Oh probably. so does the fediverse.

think about the loudest voices in this network and how they got to be the loudest voices.

i'll tell you this: mastodon is a hell of a welcoming place when PoC on twitter have been talking about for a whole month how it has a whiteness problem and i, as a latina mentally ill person, have been ousted from running my own public instance two years ago

that's all I want you to internalize and think about. not the pointing of fingers, but the fact about who is here and who refuses to be.

Was I one of them?

I left the fediverse two years ago, and the issues persisted, despite.

You tell me.

The fediverse has issues. Many.

I will not point a single finger against them. I will let their actions speak against themselves.

i will say this: the people against me in the fediverse have made my life hell and i survived it, at least until today, and i was better off without them, at least until this point in my life.

You do with that information whatever you will. I have my own issues, you deal with your own.

nobody who truly knows every single party involved in the 2 year old debacle will change their minds. and i don't care that you recruit new minds.

i'm not even going to defend myself. why would i.

yes please reincense the gaslighting about how abusive i am on the fediverse

i need to be cancelled. my body craves it

i have no qualms about dying.

my CITY is older than your country

i am tired of unitedstatians and i refuse to call them americans because i will not besmirch the rest of the fucking continent you entitled assholes my country is older than yours

i won't be anyone's problem anymore and everybody will stop worrying about me

maybe i just need to make the jump already