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bless my neighbors and their neverending patience because during the daytime they have to listen to me loudly babytalking my bunny & singing offkey to the same 3 kpop songs on repeat, then at night they're kept awake by the sound of zelda slamming her tiny 4lb body into my closet doors (i am also kept awake by it but that's what i signed up for)

this is gonna be my first christmas in my own place and i was scared it was gonna suck because the holidays Always suck for me but this feels like a good omen

tree looks like absolute poopy butthole i know. i only have ornaments and tree toppers meant for Lorge trees 😔🤙

shoutout to the random lady at the store who saw me & my nephew give $2 to someone on the street and decided to buy me my artificial tree and groceries, and also shoutout to the baristas at starbucks who gave my nephew his order for free because my card kept declining. maybe the holiday season isnt as terrible as i thought

chronic illnesses are so fun. just woke up nauseous as hell and i don't know whether to blame it on the liver disease or the other unidentified gastrointestinal disease

i can't even remember if i took my meds today or not which is concerning because last time i skipped my meds i had a seizure

"you attract what you fear most"
omg i'm sooo scared of being able to remember what i did all day instead of dissociating so hard that all i remember is eating pasta and playing genshin

do you think she knows i'd die for her without hesitation bc...
she's so clingy just like me. definitely my daughter fr

sorry for the bunny posting my autism is winning today. special interest moment

me: *trying to pee*
zelda, who i can see through the crack in the bathroom door: LET ME IN!!! THIS IS A FAMILY ACTIVITY

i've been trying to clean my apartment since my liver disease is having mercy on me today and letting me have a bit of energy as a treat, and she jumped up on my bed twice while my back was turned (she's not allowed up there without me because my laptop & phone charger are there). when i gave up and dropped what i was doing to lay down with her, she stayed for all of 10 seconds before catapulting herself back to the floor. my emotional support animal is causing me emotional distress, actually /j

what people think my bunny is like: sweet, well behaved, calm, can do no wrong

what she's actually like: has 2 litter boxes directly next to each other because she'll pee on the floor otherwise, eats my carpet because she can smell the pellets that were there 3 days ago, jumps on my bed out of nowhere and scares the piss out of me, begs for a bite of my food even though i've told her a million times that cinnamon toast crunch can kill her. still sweet though.

and yes she has 2 litter boxes directly next to each other. it's either that or she pees on the floor 🙃

she's okay btw she looks absolutely Wasted in the second pic bc she was comfy and napping!! also her name is zelda she's my ESA and she's the reason i wake up every day

greetings computerfairi.es community. my first contribution to this instance is...Her.