lila the dragoncat!!! @orbgirl@computerfairi.es

i wanna use mastodon more but i dont like, know how to at all. idk how to use any social media lmao

do u think if the chosen undead microwaved the lordvessel they could get to the kiln of the first flame

i love tori so much. what a fluffy angel....

i just set out peanuts for the crows, and now im gonna try meditating outside and hope both that they arent bothered by me, and that my cat wont try to attack them. (ill probably bring her inside)

Im gonna be streaming smash bros ultimate! feel free to drop in and watch! this is my favorite game i love it a lot
https://www.twitch.tv/orbgirl

hhhhhhh i wish my brain worked. i dont know how to think, i dont know how to have a conscious thought process. my brain makes me feel like i can only do one thing at a time, but its never stimulating enough, so i usually just sit and play video games for hours on end because its all i know how to do. i wish my brain worked.

absolutely incredible find at rite aid, excited to watch this!

got on a 6 month trial of progesterone

ahhhh ive registered for the first college class i feel actually confident in my ability to take in years. its just intro Japanese but, i havent actually been in a class like this since i dropped out in 11th grade. im nervous, and excited.
also, similar note, i have an appointment for my hrt stuff and im gonna ask abt cypiro and progesterone. im making big changes one step at a time. im gonna get better.

in much lighter conversational topics, smash ultimate is SO good and i can't wait for the 7th, i played it at sdcc and i've already acquired such a taste for it, i want to main inkling, pokemon trainer, and ryu. its so fun and i'm so excited to play it with other people. its absolutely the best smash bros game, and i cant wait to see how it and its community evolves.
ninja fortnite vs sonicfox, the winner fights zero, grudge match go go go

i HATE that the game is like this because its one of my favorite gameplay styles, i love the idea of a beatemup mmo, thats really really cool to me. if/when i make one inevitably, i'm gonna make sure i give it something more akin to like, diablo's loot system where you're rewarded for simply playing the game, and the more you do the more you can do harder content and the better loot you can get, instead of static epic drop tables. also the community sux

i love talking about mmo endgame and progression and right now i'm playing dfo again (unfortunately) and i like, see through all of its "endgame" as just another well oiled addiction machine. when you go into a hell mode theres a tiny chance you'll get an epic drop, and its got a flashy animation so you're like ooh cool!!! that hit the pleasure sensor in my brain! but it wasn't the epic i was looking for so i gotta keep going forever i guess!!! it sucks.

@Chel i got a character to 60 in maplestory 2 but then the endgame grind felt so like, bleh to me, so i stopped playing, then it turned out the other day someone on reddit figured out that they filed a patent to use machine learning to make people play the game more, the rng in the game is meant to make you keep playing, and it feels really manipulative and shitty. so now i'm just gonna kinda........ not...... touch ms2 anymore.........

@Chel hiya hello chel!!! i think i tried mabinogi a looong time ago, i've played a lot of nexon mmos, but the mmos i've put the most time in are uhh,, ffxiv, wow, and dungeon fighter online (which i admittedly wish i didnt, the community for dfo is GARBO)

#Introductions My name is lila and I'm a lesbian cat and i love girls and video games! (i also go by nova or esther, but i dont have any preference, go with what you think its cutest!) i stopped going on tumblr for a while and i figure now is as good a time as any to try out mastodon!! 😻 i love smash bros a lot and smash ultimate is already my favorite video game,