Current mood: Awake from Celeste Original Soundtrack
food, pecha eye contact, +++
ive never been able to cook at all, i've always been really horrible at it and anxious around hot things in the kitchen
but today pet was really worn out and sad and i decided to surprise her with scrambled eggs
i was worried i would burn it and i thought i was doing the recipe wrong but i did it and pet really liked it
i actually did it and i cried and called mum and im so happy
Selfies, exercise, eye contact.
I did Beat Saber today!
...for a fucking -hour-, because Sam brutalized me for cheating on my diet. O_O Lots of real hard +speed stuff, knocked down a few songs I've never passed on fastmode expert+, felt awesome about myself.
Now I'm basically made out of sore liquid. D:
...but I worked hard!
[And she was very pretty when she had just finished working hard.]
And now I cleaned up, and I'm fuckin' GORGEOUS, and being me is amazing. <3 <3
Also it's two days into November and I've written 8400 words. O_O; Only some of it is a story (some of it is ruminating on development stuff!), so I might post trans/plural stuff here if that's of interest to anyone.
rubber, latex, drone, gas mask, kink, picture
Still finding some shots from the past month that I like!
Festive selfies (spider adjacent)
I don't have a proper costume this year (though I do have a giant spider hat to wear trick or treating later) but I just realized that by holding a phone for these photos, that basically makes this a "Spiderwebs" by No Doubt costume. (Which is 25 next year, and "Leave a message and I'll call you back" has become even more sarcastic in that time.)
Trans woman, bisexual, someone's fiancée, forever a programmer, poly, and former total mess