im sorry i require constant attention and affection to not feel suicidal and im sorry i get extremely upset when i see mastodon provide those things to everyone who isn't me and i get to watch everyone being affectionate to each other except me and it makes me extremely envious because others have the things i wish i could have but am denied sorry
@squirrel there's no need to be sorry
*offers hugs and pets*
@squirrel Im always terrible at knowing what to say to comfort people, but i can tell you that i genuinely love you and wish you nothing but the best. *offers hugs*
@squirrel its ok bun
@squirrel *hugs, softly squeezes, and pets*
im also sorry that this is my perception of things even when it's not true and i can't snap out of it