maple classic™ @squirrel@computerfairi.es

how can mastodon "take 4gb of ram" if computer fairies has been running on a 2gb vps since April 2017

e3 is going to be incredibly hellish

i hate the influx of several people livetooting the same event all at once. i feel like their commentary would be better suited if they could all talk amongst themselves in a live chat rather than just over eachother in a disorganized stream of toots

someone should livetoot an older wwdc and just confuse the hell out of everyone

feeling real ignored all of the time.

yo has gargron apologized for supporting harassment yet or are we just sweeping that one under the rug ;/

#blockgargron2018

eliza is probably commemorating how shitty i feel right now lol

she's probably "i told you so! i told you so!"

i'm feeling a little better after venting.

ive created a dreamwidth journal. i'm gonna try to use it more than once.

the only post there right now is a repost of a thread i just posted here in followers-only. i felt like making it public.

i'm gonna try to vent in this journal more than in follower-only posts here from now on.

https://maple-syrup.dreamwidth.org/

or, idk. i'm just picking that cause i've seen people use it before.

im gonna start a dreamwidth.org. i need to follow through with actually writing down my feelings. i keep trying to start journals and it never works. i hope it works this time.

maybe i just need to make a personal blog and put my long threads in open fucking public instead of hiding them in follower-only posts like this

i really wish i could tell if anyone read my mh thread or if im just being ignored now

it keeps happening and it keeps hurting more and more every single fucking time

it never gets better

im sorry im such a fucking mental disaster i just hurt a lot when people abandon me

i feel like i should've posted that whole mh- thread on public so the people who moved away to other instances and previously followed me but didn't re-follow me when moving could've read it too

LB reminder rhys drew an INSANELY good maple

if you ever consider moving to computer fairies but end up picking another instance because of something i did please talk to me first instead of telling me you might move to my instance and then not.