maple classic™ @squirrel@computerfairi.es

sigh

just replaced the inverter board on my old toshiba laptop

but the lcd screen seems dead

most likely the internal vga cable, which i'll never be able to replace

welp.

want to make so many things better for so many people but i'm powerless

zzz

i swear im trying to be a better person

im sorry im not

sometimes i literally start hyperventilating and crying the moment these thoughts pop into my head

i want to get better. i want to not have to mute so many people out of envy. but it hurts so much and i don't know how to fix it

i don't know how to fix this on my own.

i wish i didn't have such a visceral depressive reaction to just thinking about certain people because i know it's irrational and they haven't done anything against me and i'm just envious of them and i feel guilty about it and it makes me distance myself from half the fediverse

actually i'll just repost that public.

morning Ellie :3

check that your maple has the official maple seal of quality, accept no substitutes

why does this train smell of curry..

PS: you don't have to use a real email address to sign up for escargot! you can make up any fake email you want, the domain doesn't even need to have a real tld!

however whatever you use as email address IS what people will add you by

going to recharge now, everyone play nice

did you know @LaserScheme is real good at freestyle rapping

MSN REVIVAL MASTERPOST

escargot server: http://escargot.log1p.xyz/
- known bug: you have to relog to see if people added you
- my address: maple@maple.pet

maple's recommended setup: tricked out wlm 8.5
- wlm 8.5: http://storage.log1p.xyz/patched-installer/escargot-wlm-8.5.1302-en.msi
- msgplus 4: http://storage.log1p.xyz/msgplus/MsgPlus-4.83.374.exe
- msgplus 4 sound patch: https://wink.messengergeek.com/uploads/default/original/2X/0/0a2a824fbae654298ac4dfc5d34fbedbf43d058f.zip
- stuffplug 3: http://storage.log1p.xyz/misc/stuffplug-ng-3.5.590.exe

i haven't seen the contacts list this full in nearly a decade