Millie @Atatra@computerfairi.es

I'm in pain. I'm going to be in pain tomorrow. Probably from the moment I wake up. I'll get out of bed anyway, make coffee, and wait for the rest of the day until there's something to do. I'll be in pain that entire time. I won't play a game, I won't draw, or build, or paint, because I can't, the pain over rides every other muscle movement I'd make, saps my ability to focus on anything.
I don't have a point to this. I'm too tired to really be angry about this anymore. I'll just keep waiting

i'm in too much pain, i don't want to be here, i don't know what to do. i get up every day and do nothing except hurt and i'm feeling lost. when do i just give up on getting out of bed, when do i start increasing my painkiller doses until i can't feel anything

nothing will make you feel more broken or unsalvageable than crying from pain until your head hurts and still feeling like the tears won't stop