Millie @Atatra@computerfairi.es
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd
If you've been blocked by me and don't know why, it's likely you or an account you have boosted posts nude men, cw'd or not, and I am committed to not seeing that under any circumstances
I am prone to bouts of grumpiness and bad moods due to chronic pain and fatigue
Joined Feb 2020
kinda hurts to make a post asking for donations and get literally a single boost from my girlfriend, and not only no donations, but no views at all on my ko-fi page. it's literally more compelling to harass people online than to be disabled
i have received a total of 160gbp total, in all the time i've been taking donations, and all of that bar one has been from my friends passing around their spare money for the month to help with expenses, i'm pretty sick of this, i could really do with money to spend on hrt, food, hell, the tricycle i want to make getting places easier, or even plane tickets so i can have my girlfriend here for both of our health
not to bang on this drum over and over but like, meds to try and soothe fibro pain and food that's easy to make on low energy days cost money, quite a lot of money, just being honest
hey if people have the money to spare supporting a random idiot who accuses trans women of being racist for complaining about the way we're maligned, surely i can get some donations on ko-fi to cover my girlfriend's and my expenses for the next month? https://ko-fi.com/atatra74149
Millie
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new blog post: twitter erased most of my online presence
https://maple.pet/blog/twitter-erased-most-of-my-online-presence
realizing that this person makes an entire third more per month from accusing people of being racist online when they complain about queerphobic and transphobic stuff than i do entirely from being disabled. i get 600 monthly and i can't supplement that, any money i'd earn from any job gets taken out of that, great
Millie
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and if you're saying
"but that's way too little for an embedded C programmer to have made"
welcome to third world salaries
Millie
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Just watched THIS post described as "nasty racist shit" and this is precisely when I stop taking you folks seriously at all.
We're done here. I've made my position known and I'm going to get on with my life.
i had a curry one and mavica had a chinese chow mein with added seafood sticks and they were super tasty thank you for asking
Millie
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LB it's me i'm the girlfriend and we're cuddling and eating pot noodles right now and it's better than whatever you're doing
honestly you all can carry on with your discourse and drama, i'm gonna eat this awesome pot noodle and cuddle my girlfriend and you can't stop me, peace
Millie
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if you're looking for a computer grease monkey with over 8 years of professional experience plumbing most sorts of tech, old and new, please take a look at our work. we're in desperate need of an income after 8 months failing to get a job anywhere.
Millie
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Trans women are used to cis people telling us we can't take up space, but our voices will be loud and disruptive until harm against us is treated with the same weight as other forms of oppression.
If you don't like it, listen to what we have to say and stop assuming bad faith in every criticism aimed at you. Your marginalization doesn't make you exempt from perpetuating harm against us.
You can block us, you can smear us, but you can't truly silence us, and that's what threatens you at the end of the day because you depend on social coercion and it doesn't work on the one group of people who tossed aside the need for cis approval.
If you don't like it, listen to what we have to say and stop assuming bad faith in every criticism aimed at you. Your marginalization doesn't make you exempt from perpetuating harm against us.
You can block us, you can smear us, but you can't truly silence us, and that's what threatens you at the end of the day because you depend on social coercion and it doesn't work on the one group of people who tossed aside the need for cis approval.
Millie
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i'm here to be a problem to those who choose to see me as a problem
i have plenty of friends who do not choose to see me as a problem
Millie
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mastodon in theory: decentralized twitter
mastodon in practice: what if we pooled ten different early-2000s opinionated web forums together into a thunderdome
trying to remember other times in the past since i started HRT that i've felt like this and i think this isn't the first time, but i have no idea on the pattern, i'm gonna chalk this up to period and me being very weirdly affected by hormones
Millie
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I trust responsible instance admins to do their due diligence regarding anything posted on the hashtag, but I don't trust the mob of dogpiling harassers who are just looking for a fight all the time and patrol the hashtag to find it.
my emotional/physical state tonight is as such: i'm exhausted and inexplicably want intimacy i can't put a name on and i'm hormonally depressed and upset to the point i could cry at a moments notice and i can't focus at all and i'm also enjoying this weird concoction of pineapple juice and bitter shandy and it feels like there are 5-10 feral rats inside my head all with different ideas of how to feel and what to do. there is space for maybe 1 rat at the controls at a time, they don't care
Millie
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CW: kink, petplay
realizing that while this isn't an 'adult' account per se, nobody who i'm embarrassed about seeing my kinks and stuff is on here to see, so i can actually post about that with the appropriate tags, etc.
that said...
if you're a domme who's able to do hypnosis and is into putting cute lesbians on leashes hit me up...please
Millie
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i have also been here since april 2017 folks
computer fairies was founded in april 13 2017
i've been pushed out of my own space because i wanted to be friends with the wrong people, apparently, literally it was a personal spat with a bigger instance admin which turned into "ooo this person is a mad abuser"
i wanted rhys to be my friend, not to be ghosted and belittled by them
i don't think that's too abusive to ask for, in a personal environment
that's the danger of #fediblock
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd
If you've been blocked by me and don't know why, it's likely you or an account you have boosted posts nude men, cw'd or not, and I am committed to not seeing that under any circumstances
I am prone to bouts of grumpiness and bad moods due to chronic pain and fatigue
Joined Feb 2020
