i know i haven't released much new material in like 2 years but i still think the old stuff is good give it a listen and maybe toss some cash my way thanks https://transbian.bandcamp.com/album/highway
game journalists on twitter from the kotaku sphere acting like they’re above criticism & never done wrong is really crushing me today so i will share this here. it’s all i can do:
http://www.nathalielawhead.com/candybox/abusing-you-was-by-the-book-documenting-two-years-of-abuse-from-game-journalism-after-sharing-my-metoo-the-whole-painful-story-all-in-one-place
i think i will always be in the shadow of what they did to me and how they controlled the narrative about that. at least i kept proof.
i have received a total of 160gbp total, in all the time i've been taking donations, and all of that bar one has been from my friends passing around their spare money for the month to help with expenses, i'm pretty sick of this, i could really do with money to spend on hrt, food, hell, the tricycle i want to make getting places easier, or even plane tickets so i can have my girlfriend here for both of our health
not to bang on this drum over and over but like, meds to try and soothe fibro pain and food that's easy to make on low energy days cost money, quite a lot of money, just being honest
hey if people have the money to spare supporting a random idiot who accuses trans women of being racist for complaining about the way we're maligned, surely i can get some donations on ko-fi to cover my girlfriend's and my expenses for the next month? https://ko-fi.com/atatra74149
new blog post: twitter erased most of my online presence
https://maple.pet/blog/twitter-erased-most-of-my-online-presence
realizing that this person makes an entire third more per month from accusing people of being racist online when they complain about queerphobic and transphobic stuff than i do entirely from being disabled. i get 600 monthly and i can't supplement that, any money i'd earn from any job gets taken out of that, great
and if you're saying
"but that's way too little for an embedded C programmer to have made"
welcome to third world salaries
i had a curry one and mavica had a chinese chow mein with added seafood sticks and they were super tasty thank you for asking
if you're looking for a computer grease monkey with over 8 years of professional experience plumbing most sorts of tech, old and new, please take a look at our work. we're in desperate need of an income after 8 months failing to get a job anywhere.
trying to remember other times in the past since i started HRT that i've felt like this and i think this isn't the first time, but i have no idea on the pattern, i'm gonna chalk this up to period and me being very weirdly affected by hormones
I trust responsible instance admins to do their due diligence regarding anything posted on the hashtag, but I don't trust the mob of dogpiling harassers who are just looking for a fight all the time and patrol the hashtag to find it.
my emotional/physical state tonight is as such: i'm exhausted and inexplicably want intimacy i can't put a name on and i'm hormonally depressed and upset to the point i could cry at a moments notice and i can't focus at all and i'm also enjoying this weird concoction of pineapple juice and bitter shandy and it feels like there are 5-10 feral rats inside my head all with different ideas of how to feel and what to do. there is space for maybe 1 rat at the controls at a time, they don't care
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd