Millie @Atatra@computerfairi.es
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd
If you've been blocked by me and don't know why, it's likely you or an account you have boosted posts nude men, cw'd or not, and I am committed to not seeing that under any circumstances
I am prone to bouts of grumpiness and bad moods due to chronic pain and fatigue
Joined Feb 2020
CW: chronic fatigue, jealousy, bdsm
Well, I think I can safely confirm that tiredness and fatigue lowers my ability to deal with jealousy and avoid breakdowns, getting upset seeing other trans women talking about all the kinky sex they have with their tops and I want to break something, upset that I apparently just don't deserve that, no matter how hard I try
Millie
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re: CW: chronic pain
painkillers just aren't helping and i can't focus and i'm bored at the same time and it hurts
CW: chronic pain
there is too much pain today and not enough room left inside for me everything that isn't pain gets pushed out
Sleepy puppy hours
Urgh 😑💤
CW: sex, twitter
realise that i still have a perfectly good nsfw twitter (for now) that i could probably be posting a lot of this stuff on, so if anyone is interested in that, drop me a dm
Millie
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I have two (2!!!) portraits by @mavica_again, one in each of the styles that it currently offers ("MS-DOS Executive" and "Finder Icon") and I love them. mavica is really good at channeling a person's likeness down into a grid of curiously expressive pixels. You should commission it! https://maple.pet/commissions
re: CW: sex toys, jokes about said sex toys
listen, listen...i'm excited, believe me, the toy is bigger than me and a pretty colour and oh boy, but i am also tired and have to make considerations for clean towels and time and energy and goddamn i just wanna play with it
CW: sex toys, jokes about said sex toys
being an adult means thinking to myself 'hm can i make time in my schedule tonight to try out the sex toys i got in the mail today, it's gonna be close, do i have any clean towels? hmm' and it's a weird way to be thinking
Millie
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Dog brain I chase stick, pet the good girl, mrrr bork~
CW: kink, petplay
actually seriously thinking about getting a bone gag for those good puppy feels and having something to chew stim on as well....
Millie
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forge modders: "you can't make a leash that attaches to players because there's no way to move other players"
also forge modders:
frying hash browns in butter and then covering them in cheese and melting that cheese? A++ comfort food for pain and fatigue spikes
CW: kink
Genuinely cannot tell if this extended period of feeling aroused as all hell is a really long period, or the fact that I started back on progesterone recently
CW: kink
Welp, made the mistake of looking at nsfw twitter while laying in bed due to a pain and fatigue spike and now my brain just wants to kneel and get collared and have somebody else do the thinking god damn it
Idk I'll try and find time to get something 'done' about this tonight
Millie
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thank you @hergaiety for another portrait commission!
check upthread if you too would like a pixel portrait such as this! #pixelart #commissions
re: CW: kink, trying to be positive?
well, got to 2am and the jealousy starts to set in again, maybe it's not alcohol but tiredness and hormones, whatever
re: CW: kink, trying to be positive?
but goddamn if i don't get called a good puppy while riding something this year at some point there will be consequences (undetermined)
CW: kink, trying to be positive?
doing my best to temper my jealousy atm by reminding myself that i have toys coming, one of which i'll be able to ride for the first time, which will do wonders for getting off without hurting myself, and i'm hopefully getting a collar eventually, even if there's no domme involved, it'll still be nice
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd
If you've been blocked by me and don't know why, it's likely you or an account you have boosted posts nude men, cw'd or not, and I am committed to not seeing that under any circumstances
I am prone to bouts of grumpiness and bad moods due to chronic pain and fatigue
Joined Feb 2020
