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CW: chronic fatigue, jealousy, bdsm 

I'm jealous of people with tops I'm jealous of people who can afford bottom surgery better stay away or I'll end up being awful to you as well all I can do is be jealous and toxic

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CW: chronic fatigue, jealousy, bdsm 

Well, I think I can safely confirm that tiredness and fatigue lowers my ability to deal with jealousy and avoid breakdowns, getting upset seeing other trans women talking about all the kinky sex they have with their tops and I want to break something, upset that I apparently just don't deserve that, no matter how hard I try

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re: CW: chronic pain 

painkillers just aren't helping and i can't focus and i'm bored at the same time and it hurts

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CW: chronic pain 

there is too much pain today and not enough room left inside for me everything that isn't pain gets pushed out

CW: sex, twitter 

realise that i still have a perfectly good nsfw twitter (for now) that i could probably be posting a lot of this stuff on, so if anyone is interested in that, drop me a dm

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I have two (2!!!) portraits by @mavica_again, one in each of the styles that it currently offers ("MS-DOS Executive" and "Finder Icon") and I love them. mavica is really good at channeling a person's likeness down into a grid of curiously expressive pixels. You should commission it! maple.pet/commissions

re: CW: sex toys, jokes about said sex toys 

listen, listen...i'm excited, believe me, the toy is bigger than me and a pretty colour and oh boy, but i am also tired and have to make considerations for clean towels and time and energy and goddamn i just wanna play with it

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CW: sex toys, jokes about said sex toys 

being an adult means thinking to myself 'hm can i make time in my schedule tonight to try out the sex toys i got in the mail today, it's gonna be close, do i have any clean towels? hmm' and it's a weird way to be thinking

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Dog brain I chase stick, pet the good girl, mrrr bork~

CW: kink, petplay 

actually seriously thinking about getting a bone gag for those good puppy feels and having something to chew stim on as well....

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forge modders: "you can't make a leash that attaches to players because there's no way to move other players"

also forge modders:

frying hash browns in butter and then covering them in cheese and melting that cheese? A++ comfort food for pain and fatigue spikes

CW: kink 

Genuinely cannot tell if this extended period of feeling aroused as all hell is a really long period, or the fact that I started back on progesterone recently

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CW: kink 

Welp, made the mistake of looking at nsfw twitter while laying in bed due to a pain and fatigue spike and now my brain just wants to kneel and get collared and have somebody else do the thinking god damn it

Idk I'll try and find time to get something 'done' about this tonight

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thank you @hergaiety for another portrait commission!

check upthread if you too would like a pixel portrait such as this!

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re: CW: kink, trying to be positive? 

well, got to 2am and the jealousy starts to set in again, maybe it's not alcohol but tiredness and hormones, whatever

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re: CW: kink, trying to be positive? 

but goddamn if i don't get called a good puppy while riding something this year at some point there will be consequences (undetermined)

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