AMIGAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#amiga #commodore #tracker #music #chiptune https://soundcloud.com/svetlana/trash-stmod
AMIGAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#amiga #commodore #tracker #music #chiptune https://soundcloud.com/svetlana/trash-stmod
In pain pretty much constantly and feeling like I'm only connected to the world through a half-there feed full of static, nothing is real or satisfying, senses come and go, it's always just pain
Nothing works anymore, brain is broken, don't enjoy the work I should be proud of, can't relax in down time, can't enjoy intimacy or feel at home in my body, everything is broken
making things online is lonely. i've made a bunch of tools and cool stuff online i shared with others not because i want fame and power but because i want people to enjoy them and tell me they enjoy it. i make things for others and i'm attention starved for the validation. if you ever enjoyed something i (or others) made, please, just shout us a thanks
feeling like i should watermark #webgbcam pictures so people stop passing them off as actual #gameboycamera pictures lol but also go play with it https://maple.pet/webgbcam
welcome to linux. your screensaver is set to ‘none’. the display power management settings UI is set to never switch off the screen. and the screen switches off every half an hour. this is because the “real” settings are in 19 bullshit files somewhere, and they all override each other. because it’s linux you can edit all 19 files yourself, it only takes a couple of hours! but by the time you’re done there’s been a package update that resets your changes. it also changed the config file format
new on the #linkcache
Internet Artifacts - An online museum of artifacts from the early internet, including a working browser and Flash emulation.
Museum of Obsolete Media - A unique online museum of physical media formats showcasing developments in audio, video, film and data storage.
Wiby - An indexing search engine harking back to the early days of the Web. Make sure to go in the settings and disable the display of HTTPS sites to find some real gems!
netizen club has moved to @netizenclub
CW: lingerie, body issues, positive for once
one nice thing is recently having found a site that sells lingerie in the uk and includes the option to display everything on a model who's not wafer thin and god damn does she 1: look great, and 2: make me feel better about my body and prospects of wearing cute/hot lingerie
CW: Jealousy, kink, griping
Feeling dysphoric and jealous of people who have dommes and feel good and attractive in their own bodies, can't decide if I need to just block everyone who posts anything kink related or desperately buy myself more sex toys and lingerie hoping it finally makes me feel good
quietly launching #webgbcam 4.3 which changes the page UI a bit to something that feels more comfortable to me
so funny to me how much money and effort and development was put into multimedia in the 90s and how flash and other technologies enabled us to do worldwide broadcast multimedia in the browser (and arguably with a gross amount of monumental more work than with flash, you can still do today with javascrapt) yet we all abandoned that the moment the three big corporations said we shouldn't
My wife @Atatra@computerfairi.es made us some INCREDIBLE medium rare steaks for lunch 😭💜 I'm such a lucky wifegal
CW: dysphoria, eating disorder, vent
Feeling intensely dysphoric and unsatisfied and needing intimacy and contact and also not knowing how to ask for it and not wanting any I do get to be ruined by how uncomfortable I feel in my skin and everything hurts, can't make it stop hurting, can't feel like I could deserve intimacy when I want to scratch my face raw because of the stubble and starve myself because of my body issues
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd
If you've been blocked by me and don't know why, it's likely you or an account you have boosted posts nude men, cw'd or not, and I am committed to not seeing that under any circumstances
I am prone to bouts of grumpiness and bad moods due to chronic pain and fatigue