Supside @Supside@computerfairi.es

want to learn how to make legit chiptune music

@kalamatamari hewwo

Sound mixers uwu

@Petra it's an omen.

Gotta get better at this streaming thing lol.

I’ve evolved beyond the need 2 sleep. u don’t know.

@BatElite this is so cute! :000

@BatElite I was just shitposting but yes go ahead. :p

I’m Addicted to Polygons.

Well I’m feeling older, pull off to the shoulder; wondering with my head in my hands- should I call my wife?

i hate having BPD.

In kind of a bad place right now. I hate how attached I get to people.

*woof*

And so it's like, is that an indicator? And if so, does me not experiencing it to the same degree that I used to, that other people still do, mean that I don't have it?

And with certain people I've met who have it, it seems like that's how it affects them, but continuously, whereas it felt like I eventually painstakingly crawled my way to being able to understand things around me, now with much more clarity.

It's like everything was... fuzzy. The world around me and all the people in it making up this vast uninterpretable space, and I didn't know how to interface with it at all. Like I was almost just a body floating through the situations I was in very unintuitively.

There's so much of like, stuff that's very hard for me to describe in just, how I perceived everything growing up, that I feel like people used as reason to believe I had autism. And I don't experience those things anymore (or maybe just not to the same degree) and use that to kind of say "okay maybe I don't have it", but I'm still wondering?

might try Twitch Streaming more in the future