bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

finished Severed Steel.

is good shootybang.

the neon design was okay and the SUPERHOT-like objective pop ups were silly, but it's a fun game otherwise.

it's pretty close to my dream FPS. but I'd add more iconic locations and weapons from movies, like what Action Half-Life and The Specialists for Half-Life did way back when.

Nothing amuses me more than opting out of getting snail mail only to get something from them in the mail thanking me for going paperless.

Got rid of all my loot crates today.

Though I kept one little infamous thing from it...

sometimes it's late and you just make chicken burgers on the cheap

wish I had some pepperjack tho

listening to the NBA on NBC theme from like the early 90s

damn why are sports themes so good

This suddenly sent me down a brief rabbit hole of an old tech show I watched, DLTV, where they were messing around with Tricaster wipe effects in one episode.

Dang, remember when Giant Bomb messed around with the Tricaster?

Hmm... seems CBS has gotten some fancy new video effects...

(From a Price is Right from early 1978.)

I swear I'm usually happy!!

years ago, I tried to read Ian Fleming's Casino Royale but didn't have much interest in reading at the time.

now I'm gonna try to re-read it so I can at least make *some* use out of all these James Bond novels I have...

love all the cool people in my computer screen 💜​

after feeling a sense of anxiety and dread for about two weeks, I finally resolved it by doing something simple:

heading outside and doing a few things.

got bloodwork for an upcoming doctor's appointment. helped with some shopping. lifted and carried a bunch of stuff around.

that combined with being a bit more open to talking with my father boosted my spirits a little.

turns out "go outside" is good advice!!!!!