werewolf thoughts / angst
I want to change. I want it to hurt. I want it to feel real. I want to have to tell myself “you asked for this” as I try to keep myself from screaming. Bone warps and skin stretches almost faster than it can grow. A trillion needle-pricks of hair sprouting. The fire in my fingertips and toes as claws grow in. I want to break this human form that’s wrapped around me like an eggshell.
@hergaiety enabled BY the friendship, sorry, my typing has gone to shit this weekend
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@hergaiety (also thank you)
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@hergaiety Christians would tell me my number is "666" but they've overshot my actual number by about 597
@hergaiety we are enabled the the friendship and understanding of fae/femme folks
@ahuster andrew I'm going to be real with you: they look extremely good and suit you perfectly
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@crazy_pony sure! it is a fairly flimsy latex werewolf mask with sideburns and a mohawk, purchased from a costume store on the Las Vegas Strip in 2018. Here's me wearing it at a Shake Shack, just a few minutes after buying it.
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@jake thank you! it's nice to fiddle with a few character creator sliders from time to time
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@D6016 we were joking two nights ago about how the purple would look, grown out with my fur
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@Violet thank you! i feel good with a bit more built-in colour blocking
@mavica_again lmao
@jake oh no Jake
Ultrarunner, trans woman, autistic, lycanthrope.