Show newer

I'm open for commission and wanted to see how well it works on Mastodon! If you have a friend who is looking for work and needs the support, go to them first but I want to see if I can get work like I used to on Twitter. Will draw most requests but need to agree to it first.

I do all payment through PayPal (it sucks but also the only reliable method I've found for online work) and going with $20 for an avatar, $30 for linework and $45 for full color illustrations. Message me if interested!

Dysmorphia 

Some days the shape of my body is so wrong that even the weight of the room’s air is like an unwanted touch. Yes body I know everything’s incorrect but we need to get shit done today. So swallow it down

I've been waiting all day for a delivery that is now an hour late. I'm going to cause it to arrive in the next 60 seconds by applying a coat of polish to my fingernails

lesbians are so great, they get so much done in a day

One day in 2001 you opened a .sit file, and you never knew it would be the last time

werewolf thoughts / angst 

I want to change. I want it to hurt. I want it to feel real. I want to have to tell myself “you asked for this” as I try to keep myself from screaming. Bone warps and skin stretches almost faster than it can grow. A trillion needle-pricks of hair sprouting. The fire in my fingertips and toes as claws grow in. I want to break this human form that’s wrapped around me like an eggshell.

My greatest loss stemming from transition is that I can go no longer be a sleepy guy with my pyjamas and sleeping cap, carrying around a candle and mumbling that the noise I heard that woke me up is probably just the wind. I will never get that back.

My coach told me she thinks I could handle running the 100km course at Black Canyon next year. I want to do it but I don’t know by what metrics I would decide whether or not it’s safe for me to go back to America. January 2024 isn’t that far away. I don’t have much hope that things will stop getting worse by then, much less get better.

Full moon in two days. It starts the day before for me and I can already feel it.

A brief chat with a friend where we vent about stuff and then mutually acknowledge the relief that comes from being able to vent? That’s brain magic, baby

I won't be making any more trips to the United States at any point in 2023. It's not worth the terror.

Show older
Computer Fairies

Computer Fairies is a Mastodon instance that aims to be as queer, friendly and furry as possible. We welcome all kinds of computer fairies!