Lizardsquid, maker of noises @lizardsquid@computerfairi.es
hi I'm avery, a cute lizardsquid with 3 hearts full of love!
nonbinary ░ they/she ░ australia ░ 29yo
I post: silly lizardy nonsense, world building, conlangs, doctor who
polyam, demi, open. I love affection!
hugs and cuddles and such are ok, but everything else please ask first
languages: English • Welsh (very basic)
I have a private account, ask for access!
(some old accounts:
@gwyfyndraig
@liquid_lizsquid
)
Joined Sep 2017
holy heck, the chat I checked 10 minutes ago now has SIXTY new messages
@Anna time and space to express yourself is one of the greatest things about mastodon
Lizardsquid, maker of noises
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Give me monster girls or give me a reasonable excuse as to why you are denying me my monstery girls
@tinybarks@meows.life Black Mesa, Wolfenstein, and Morrowind
Lizardsquid, maker of noises
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When I first joined #Twitter, I genuinely enjoyed the restricted post length. It forced me to focus, and it became a creative game to re-organize my thoughts to fit in the character limit.
At the start of 2017, I pulled back from the site in a big way. Arguably an act of emotional self-care. The vitriol became too loud, and the UX changes buried what remaining content I actually wanted to read.
I read the limit is now 280. I don't think more characters will fix the issues that pushed me away.
@tinybarks@meows.life okie!
let's go with: what video games/movies/shows/books have you been playing/watching/reading recently?
@tinybarks@meows.life certainly, young fox! what's on the docket for things to talk of today?
wow I suck at talking to people one-on-one
@squirrel oh THAT'S what that does
oof owwie my mood
food
time for pizza~
lewd, reflections on sexuality, homophobia, transphobia, religion, nbphobia(?)
@Trev@icosahedron.website that was me at 16 with gender stuff - realising that while most of the dudes I knew had trouble living up to the standards of societies hyper-macho version of masculinity, they generally didn't have to try to be a dude
lewd, reflections on sexuality, homophobia, transphobia, religion, nbphobia(?)
maybe I should ask them...
gah fuck, I meant to make those posts followers only,
sorry everyone seeing them on local/federated timelines
lewd, reflections on sexuality, homophobia, transphobia, religion, nbphobia(?)
(continued) until I finally realised that I wasn't ace a year or two ago, and now I'm sitting here thinking "man... I really wish I could have sex..."
but the only people I know right now are cisgender gay dudes (who either aren't interested in me or are chasers and can fuck off) and a few trans people, most of which I don't know well enough.
There's only one person who I could ask... and I don't know if I should...
lewd, reflections on sexuality, homophobia, transphobia, religion, nbphobia(?)
it's weird that a few years ago I really didn't want to have sex ever because of dysphoria + 10 years of telling myself "I'm a good christian, and won't have extramarital sex"
combine this with realising I had same sex attraction to the same degree as "opposite" sex attraction, which I decided meant that I had to be asexual (a good christian wouldn't be gay...)
anyway the result is that I thought I was ace (cont.)
hi I'm avery, a cute lizardsquid with 3 hearts full of love!
nonbinary ░ they/she ░ australia ░ 29yo
I post: silly lizardy nonsense, world building, conlangs, doctor who
polyam, demi, open. I love affection!
hugs and cuddles and such are ok, but everything else please ask first
languages: English • Welsh (very basic)
I have a private account, ask for access!
(some old accounts:
@gwyfyndraig
@liquid_lizsquid
)
Joined Sep 2017
