Lizardsquid, maker of noises @lizardsquid@computerfairi.es

time for pizza~

maybe I should ask them...

gah fuck, I meant to make those posts followers only,

sorry everyone seeing them on local/federated timelines

(continued) until I finally realised that I wasn't ace a year or two ago, and now I'm sitting here thinking "man... I really wish I could have sex..."

but the only people I know right now are cisgender gay dudes (who either aren't interested in me or are chasers and can fuck off) and a few trans people, most of which I don't know well enough.

There's only one person who I could ask... and I don't know if I should...

it's weird that a few years ago I really didn't want to have sex ever because of dysphoria + 10 years of telling myself "I'm a good christian, and won't have extramarital sex"

combine this with realising I had same sex attraction to the same degree as "opposite" sex attraction, which I decided meant that I had to be asexual (a good christian wouldn't be gay...)

anyway the result is that I thought I was ace (cont.)

@Skirmisher good night, will!

mmmmm...

look at this delicious table... https://computerfairi.es/media/BDRNMoVF7qAgcFSfgmg

@Elizafox I'll try... have a good sleep~

@Firstaide [preface: I'm self-educated in psychology and don't actually know what I'm talking about]

it seems to me that each symptom can be just hanging around uniquely, and we only call it a specific thing if you've got enough commonalities.

it's not like a virus, where we can say "this is the virus, and it has these symptoms", it's much more complex...

one of the things I'm doing with dapiica is messing with the boundaries of copulas.

For example, many sentences that require a copula in english (for example "I am interested in fish") instead use a verb in dapiica ( 'kaniputomano', lit. "I fish-interested")

and in other places, the copula is actually a circumclitic: 'ŋiidapiica dacaponoba' "dapiica is a language", with ŋii- and -oba being the copula

LB: as a linguist, I don't judge languages.

As a user of english, though, "to be" is really annoying

I had a shower, and I'm cooking a sandwich, and I'm feeling better!