Lizardsquid, maker of noises @lizardsquid@computerfairi.es

@tinybarks@meows.life okie!

let's go with: what video games/movies/shows/books have you been playing/watching/reading recently?

mlem

@tinybarks@meows.life certainly, young fox! what's on the docket for things to talk of today?

wow I suck at talking to people one-on-one

@squirrel oh THAT'S what that does

oof owwie my mood

time for pizza~

maybe I should ask them...

gah fuck, I meant to make those posts followers only,

sorry everyone seeing them on local/federated timelines

(continued) until I finally realised that I wasn't ace a year or two ago, and now I'm sitting here thinking "man... I really wish I could have sex..."

but the only people I know right now are cisgender gay dudes (who either aren't interested in me or are chasers and can fuck off) and a few trans people, most of which I don't know well enough.

There's only one person who I could ask... and I don't know if I should...

it's weird that a few years ago I really didn't want to have sex ever because of dysphoria + 10 years of telling myself "I'm a good christian, and won't have extramarital sex"

combine this with realising I had same sex attraction to the same degree as "opposite" sex attraction, which I decided meant that I had to be asexual (a good christian wouldn't be gay...)

anyway the result is that I thought I was ace (cont.)

@Skirmisher good night, will!

mmmmm...

look at this delicious table... https://computerfairi.es/media/BDRNMoVF7qAgcFSfgmg

@Elizafox I'll try... have a good sleep~

@Firstaide [preface: I'm self-educated in psychology and don't actually know what I'm talking about]

it seems to me that each symptom can be just hanging around uniquely, and we only call it a specific thing if you've got enough commonalities.

it's not like a virus, where we can say "this is the virus, and it has these symptoms", it's much more complex...