Lizardsquid, maker of noises @lizardsquid@computerfairi.es

I'm gonna head to bed

goodnight all of you!

holy heck, the chat I checked 10 minutes ago now has SIXTY new messages

mlem

wow I suck at talking to people one-on-one

oof owwie my mood

time for pizza~

maybe I should ask them...

gah fuck, I meant to make those posts followers only,

sorry everyone seeing them on local/federated timelines

(continued) until I finally realised that I wasn't ace a year or two ago, and now I'm sitting here thinking "man... I really wish I could have sex..."

but the only people I know right now are cisgender gay dudes (who either aren't interested in me or are chasers and can fuck off) and a few trans people, most of which I don't know well enough.

There's only one person who I could ask... and I don't know if I should...

it's weird that a few years ago I really didn't want to have sex ever because of dysphoria + 10 years of telling myself "I'm a good christian, and won't have extramarital sex"

combine this with realising I had same sex attraction to the same degree as "opposite" sex attraction, which I decided meant that I had to be asexual (a good christian wouldn't be gay...)

anyway the result is that I thought I was ace (cont.)

mmmmm...

look at this delicious table... https://computerfairi.es/media/BDRNMoVF7qAgcFSfgmg

one of the things I'm doing with dapiica is messing with the boundaries of copulas.

For example, many sentences that require a copula in english (for example "I am interested in fish") instead use a verb in dapiica ( 'kaniputomano', lit. "I fish-interested")

and in other places, the copula is actually a circumclitic: 'ŋiidapiica dacaponoba' "dapiica is a language", with ŋii- and -oba being the copula

LB: as a linguist, I don't judge languages.

As a user of english, though, "to be" is really annoying

I had a shower, and I'm cooking a sandwich, and I'm feeling better!