maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

i cannot fathom at all the doublespeak that social media has infested in other people such that the terms and iconography:

• star
• like
• favourite

have no meaning at all rooted in their appearance or original idiom, but instead are used as a rat cage instant gratification such that i am deemed persona non grata for saying "please don't favourite my negative posts"

why should i do anything? why can't you do something else instead? how is that "trying to spread love"? i fucking hate mastodon, man

"you should infer that a favourite is support and not an actual favourite" - person who just blocked me for gently being reminded to not favourite posts about my suicidal tendencies

@sophia81 it may not have federated to your instance, then, because it is there: https://computerfairi.es/@mavica_again/110573733959251340

@sophia81 i wouldn't favourite someone's cry for help. i don't understand the confusion of ideas that would make that make sense to anyone other than some unspoken convention that i never personally agreed to

resurrecting a years old wifi-enabled thermal printer project

@sophia81 hi please read my bio before liking that i am or was suicidal

@enbyss@hellsite.site you can use javascript, but your website must be navigable without it

if it isn't... ​

@atlasstorm thanks

@UberKitten i've been on hrt for 8 years and all i got was this lousy t shirt

i would be lying if i said i didn't feel resentment towards everybody else posting how big their hurting titties are after only 8 weeks

@batbeeps that's also good

officially https://pronoun.gdn is "pronoun garden" but i like to think it can also be "pronoun goddamn"

@aquinton nondestructive testing

@LunaRogue sobbing at my phone rendering that as a gray tofu block

i could use a hug

this is a post about how suicidal i was at age 14, natch

the licking of the wounds will continue until morale improves