maple "mavica" syrup [6502] @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

gonna change my name to meta for how much people care about that

it's transphobic to not give me attention, actually

people sure are up in arms

every time i have a bad rsd attack i just post a "controversial" take about #linux on mastodon like "it's bad and windows is better" because then my notifications invariably get flooded

i used to think that my laptop just was bad at doing most things. turns out all the problems i had with my laptop disappeared when i went back to windows

linux is so bad. i don't believe anyone actually uses it they just want you to think they do

it's the Year of Our Lady 2023 and i still need to plug in a mouse because linux is inherently incompatible with any laptop trackpad until you manually configure it meaning any liveusb like gparted needs a mouse to work because they come with trackpad unconfigured even if it's a so-praised-for-linux-support thinkpad. year of the linux desktop everybody, i'm sure wayland will fix it this time

i don't know why i still try to log into #secondlife when i'm lonely the only places that still have any people in them are night clubs and none of them are active anymore it's either just idlers or people who won't talk to people they know and all it does is be even more isolating and alienating

now it booted but won't recognize my keyboard hahahahah

interesting i tried to run 2 instances of #secondlife at once and my computer crashed and now it refuses to post i just keep winning

the cool thing about being an attention whore is you give people a reason to call you an abuser and ostracize you so you can feel guilt free when you go to finally kill yourself

rsd hurts

i don't feel wanted or loved and that's with already being in a polycule lol i'm pathetic

and it really hurts

i don't say that i'm open for flirting with not because i'm not but because i've said it enough that i know nobody will actually do it

isn't it great when communities purportedly open and welcoming are inherently designed in a way that excludes you

the problem with lesbians flirting online especially trans ones is how much of it revolves around teasing and bullying and to me that just brings back cptsd so i'm automatically excluded from any sort of fun kink activities in the #fediverse

"i want forums to have a comeback" i've been running mine for 5 years now you're the one not posting on it

has anyone seen the manual