maple classic™ @squirrel@computerfairi.es

what idiot called it mastodon and not substodon

dunno where to put the stickers tho

the back of my main laptop is already... this

and the thinkpad is pristine and has a rubber plastic finish that might turn goopy with adhesive https://computerfairi.es/media/2Z9LQF7j5UU0EAl_vO8

fun computer fairies fact: the floppy disk icon uses a sega master system palette

get 'emmmmm https://www.redbubble.com/people/computerfairies/portfolio

HELLA https://computerfairi.es/media/CrhrjgxQWKX9DF-1yho

holy hell i'm furry and gay!

squirrel cheeks are fuzzy and pettable

this has been a psa

oh thank fuck for air conditioned train

hhhhhhheckkkkkkk https://computerfairi.es/media/RdPzy8u6F_XJPS4yb10

hi i'm ok with electronics and i like to #fixmystuff

however i will only be able to help people remotely since i'm in south america

heavyyyyy eyelidsssss

oh hey i just realized my toots are sending on the campus wifi again

the stunt race fx/wild trax title screen theme is stuck in my head now

blurrgghjjjh i want my motherboard back so i can do squirrel-chan's fuck-up hour again

i doubt i'll ever meet someone from mastodon in person besides eliza

and people keep telling me "but you're so pretty" "but i thought you were cis" and in my head it amounts to nothing

because it takes a tremendous effort every morning to look half as good as i wish i could just to be psychologically able to leave the house or post a selfie and there are still days i get clocked on the street even then

i already knew what i wanted since i was 16 but it wasn't until i was 21 that i got to start hrt. i already knew back then i should at least be on hormone blockers. my mom wouldn't let me.

i watched, already aware, puberty destroy every hope i had of being myself physically

i will never stop regretting not having been able to start sooner and avoid everything that still pains me to this day every single morning when i look at the mirror to shave

my parents only stopped actively hating me after an unsuccessful suicide attempt

after one year or so hrt my mom finally always used the right name and pronouns for me

my grandmother, who i live with, is still a bigot

the rest of my family is a mixed bag

things are better now but i can't let go of the past