I'm at the end of my rope. I desperately need to build a substantial fund to continue living and move forward with bureaucracies to allow myself any my fiancée a decent life. The only reason I cannot get a full time job anymore is there are no companies willing to hire me despite my qualifications. If you know anything you can throw towards someone who has extensive knowledge of embedded systems, graphic design, user interfaces, web development, music composing, pixel art, documentation writing and more, please tell me. I have a portfolio at https://mynameiser.in and I really need to add more stuff I've done to it but it's a start for now. #fedihire #fedihired #getfedihired #mutualaid
CW: bad thoughts, sex, jealousy, just leave it alone
Having some awful, painful self hating thoughts about my body and other people's desires for me going around in my head, brought ln by jealousy because people can't stop bragging about their sex lives and the kinks they enjoy and how happy they are posting pictures of themselves in lingerie and I'm not allowed any of that, but I think I'll spare everyone the specifics
hhmmhghmhoaaaa this might be one of the best pixel portraits our sytem has ever done https://werewolf.town/notes/9o6no0whczwyi6iq
you can talk to me, if you want https://retrospring.net/@maple_syrup
This year for Christmas over in the UK I made (for the first time I might add) the traditional potato salad (AKA "maionese") I used to have every Christmas as a kid. I was worried it wouldn't be popular as a winter dish since I'm used to summer Christmases, but the whole thing ended up picked clean!
re: CW: yearning, nsfw
Maybe I just need to start taking and posting nudes again for attention
re: CW: yearning, nsfw
and i'm back to desperately wanting intimacy and to be collared and please just anything, i want to stop feeling so stunted and undesirable, tonight is not a great one emotionally
re: CW: sexuality, introspective, nsfw
coming to the startling realisation based on the body type of said individual in my dream that the ideal body type of a domme/top i keep dreaming of is essentially femme rugby player, and realizing that perhaps growing up surrounded by female rugby players at the club our family frequented may have shaped my burgeoning sexuality.....
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd
If you've been blocked by me and don't know why, it's likely you or an account you have boosted posts nude men, cw'd or not, and I am committed to not seeing that under any circumstances
I am prone to bouts of grumpiness and bad moods due to chronic pain and fatigue