what's your favorite thing about being a robot? — when people ask me about being a robot (honest) https://retrospring.net/@maple_syrup/a/112053007148768310
reminder that if you played bluesuburbia, and have the time, please leave a review to balance out the harassing ones (about my SA).
there were a bunch of people calling to review bomb me.
https://store.steampowered.com/app/2431510/BlueSuburbia/
this is my newest work in early access as it gets build, it’s atmospheric horror walking sim.
i'm overqualified for most jobs on linkedin yet they can't bring me in because mr uk government says i can't generate value for their economy without paying them thousands of pounds to get a little piece of paper ^^; http://maple.pet/tech give me money
i'm taking donations and/or commission work https://maple.pet/commissions https://ko-fi.com/squirrel
a train if thought reoccurring to me is that collecting old hardware, software, or games, has the same appeal as collecting old books. you feel like you are saving something meaningful. getting rid of it just feels wrong.
i have all this very old microsoft software. it’s completely useless but i can’t bring myself to get rid of it. even tho it’s been preserved elsewhere. it almost feels like throwing away a book.
more train of thought:
…there’s that aspect of it too with how impermanent modern software is built to be (subscription only, cloud based, you never really own it…) that saving this old stuff is the only sense of control you have over the history of tools you used or how you digitally exist.
what are your thoughts on "generative AI". as a robot and as someone deeply experienced with the inorganic life of computers. please swear as much as you like in your answer. — guillotine does not describe enough what i want to happen to the people touting mass pillagery into half-baked models as "intelligence" https://retrospring.net/@maple_syrup/a/112045350161697831
my inbox is so lonely. do you have what it takes to satiate my attention whoring? click here to find out
am i still allowed to call myself a trans girl if i don't have a bocchi the rock profile picture and if i don't live in seattle and don't regularly go to house parties and don't have a stick thin figure, am i still allowed to be a trans girl if i need help getting dressed in the mornings and if i don't wear striped thigh highs, tell me
sorry i'm just unbelievably cranky today because of pain and various other things and seeing any more 'all trans girls do (x) and enjoy (x) and went to these events and enjoy (x) show' is going to make me explode, i'm sorry that i have a chronic condition that had robbed me of my ability to be independent and go to bars and clubs and concerts as a teenager, long before i realized i was trans, i'm sorry i don't fit your cookie cutter identity
anyway hi i'm your cranky disabled trans woman for the day, please don't mind the chronic pain and the longing and the anger, it's only going to get worse
'just move to a big city in the uk' that would be wonderful if i weren't extremely disabled and completely dependent on the support network my family provides, i guess us rural queers just have to take one for the team and spend our lives alone
i'm so glad you live in one of those big US cities where apprently trans people are abundant and you can just, find other trans women to hang around with and date etc, sure would love it if i felt at all like i had any kind of local community like that
love to see posts about queer communities written by people living in these huge cities in the US like 'oh that universal experience of seeing another trans girl at a party etc' and being like, no, that isn't universal? i cannot say, to my memory, that i have physically been in the same room as another trans femme except my wife, and that's because she crossed the atlantic ocean to be with me, being in small rural communities is so isolating and gets ignored so easily
HOSE.BAS for life https://soundcloud.com/svetlana/more-hosebas
CW: petplay, dubiously sexual
I don't know what I need or how to ask for it, but there's a gaping hole in me and it resonates with this one comic and makes me yearn deep down, it hurts and I need and I can't have
gay trans girl, 26, from unfortunate isles of britain. Fan of giant robots, sci fi and science fantasy, and girls. known accomplice and partner of the synth system, icon by mavica
occasionally nsfw, always cw'd