Nezumi @Nezumi@computerfairi.es

@Sylvhem I disagree, personally, but different people have different opinions, and your opinions are valid.

@Sylvhem significant graphical modding makes them run like ass as a result.)

@Sylvhem Which is... super frustrating, because native Linux installs of games are TINY because Linux has a more sensible handling of common files and better architecture, but Wine wrappers are sprawling monstrosities. (I do use Ubuntu, for lack of knowing a better option at the moment, and need to repair my install, and finish setting up and repair Windows 7 as well for modding older Bethesda titles -- Windows 10 "fixed" the tricks you could use to get more than 32-bit max for VRAM and any

This happened back in December, but don't think I ever did a full thread on it here.

getting help for it, and... I'm not, because no-one remotely qualified has ever thought I'm delusional, at least not in any medically significant capacity, just him. But he knows better than therapists and psychs and mental health professionals.

at every opportunity and taking it as a foregone conclusion I couldn't manage on my own. Also getting pissy when I said Mom was emotionally abusive (because, you see, she did a lot to support me and somehow that magically precludes emotional abuse) and was passive aggressive. (I admit I may have used the wrong word there, but I was describing actual behaviors of hers) Oh, also might've called me delusional for being trans, since he said I was

thought he'd just be briefly in to hear that I didn't entirely imagine what ex-caregiver did to me at one therapy session (which included being dismissive and invalidating about stuff I needed to continue to interact with her, and, oh yeah, chasing me around a building trying to harass me that her buddy Sargon did nothing wrong and Gamergate was good actually) but ended up about making plans for the future, by undercutting and criticizing me at

Had to cut off Dad after he refused to apologize for saying he thought I was delusional, effectively based on my having different knowledge, experiences, memories, and perspectives of him, hassling me about cutting off an increasingly fascist-leaning ex-caregiver (who he thinks I'm wrong about despite admittedly not having time for the relevant politics, I guess because she wasn't wearing the official hat?) and sabotaging a therapy session that I

@kara@witchcraft.cafe I wish I could have complete confidence right now that that wasn't WHY it was chosen.

@maple *Gently pets maple.*

@NovaSquirrel @mouseglitch I'm sorta a rodent princess. Need a proper rodent-princess 'sona. And yay other mousie!