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Depressive attack, existential crisis, trans feels, issues with social construction of adulthood 

I... was bullied and suffered a fair bit as a kid... but... my life honestly only went downhill from there. The bullying only got worse and more vicious as I got older, the willingness to accommodate my issues disintegrated, and my body started turning into something repulsive to me. ._.

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Depressive attack, existential crisis, trans feels, issues with social construction of adulthood 

... I... I honestly feel like my life has been... wrong. Like, started wrong, and only gone more wrong with time. I wanna be able to start over as a little mouse girl and then... not grow up this time.

I need to edit my profile, and figure out what to say.

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@squirrel mice and fairies are about the same size, and mice go with computers

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someone should do a trans themed ripoff of I Wanna Be The Guy called I Wanna Be The Girl

I am always a fan of other mousies. Whole "social animal" thing, I think?

I... want to learn to play keyboard, but can't afford one and don't know where to learn.

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gameing, Okami HD (Spoilery) 

EVERY cute girl in this game has Ammy going gaga over them what the heck. like I know the devs say Ammy is genderless because she's a deity but with other deities calling her "mother" I mean...

c'mon.

Ammy is one thirsty lesbian tho. We just met Kaguya, and she's a bunny girl with a space helmet on because of COURSE she is (and also Mr Bamboo's granddaughter because she's straight outta the legend of Princess Kaguya of course). and we got jawdrop amazement again.

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reclaim being cute and using anime avatars back from 4chan tbh

@catgirl Cute, squishy, snuggly catgirls are great and deserve lots of affection. Which... sounds kinda weird coming from a mouse, but I stand by it!

I've had weird anxiety about game streaming of late that I really need to get over, as it's one of only a handful of plausible income streams for me that aren't SSI at the moment.

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Okay stuff like this(github.com/tootsuite/mastodon/) is why skynet is going to have happened

BOTS* ARE PEOPLE TOO

*bots that are in the same ballpark sentience of your average human

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@lizardsquid You're reminding me I REALLY need to get back to watching Classic Who (Though I may need to skip episodes or look for alternatives to the terrible, terrible fan photo-still recreations that are in my set -- also double-check to see if any recent-ish lost episode discoveries cover stuff that's skipped or terrible in my collection.) Also, less happily, reminding me that I should probably finish watching Moffat Who at some point for the new Showrunner. (I don't think I'll survive)

Pedophilia mention, child pornography mention, horrified shiftermice 

... Wait, what? How the fuck was preteengirls.biz an actual Mastodon instance? Dial back the whole "pedo" and "child predator" thing back a few notches, mate. With a name like that, I'm expecting -- but desperately hoping I'm wrong -- that it passed around full-on fucking photos and live-action vids.

A robot bunny squirrel girl is the best thing I've ever heard of. @.@

... Wait, are there any rules I need to read? Anything forbidden? Any adorable mousegirls for me, a fellow mouse (well, kinda) to snug?

Other good things to do:

Get back to writing.

Learn to code.

Play more games I want to play.

Not get devoured by a monstrous homunculus with a taste for mouseflesh.

I really need to:

a) Shrink my Windows SSD partition using an outside program of some sort -- maybe GParted bootable? Need to double-check)

b) Set up a generic EXFAT SSD partition for shared storage.

c) Probably set up similar for some other drives.

d) Fix my Ubuntu install or maybe try another Linux distro.

e) Finally get that Windows 7 secondary install working right so I can mod older Bethesda games/Fallout:NV, as Windows 10 disabled the workarounds for the 32-Bit Video RAM limit.

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