bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

fuck Need for Speed: The Run.

that is all for now.

this might be an age thing or something, as a lot of the trans memes probably work for trans folk who transitioned in their teens/twenties, but for people like me who are a bit older it doesn't quite work

idk

Even though I'm a queer trans woman, there's that feeling that I can't relate with some of the more common trans memes out there.

I support them, but my struggle is finding things in queer culture that fit me more.

New post: Daikatana.

Once proclaimed as an "expert FPS," it's a myriad of bad decisions and frustrating gameplay. Turns out John Romero can make a dud too.

https://asecretarea.com/2024/06/17/daikatana-windows/

For those wondering: I was trying to look up the BPM and time signature of Short Circuit 2, specifically this track:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kb6YJhpdlsQ

Watching a video I favorited on YouTube -> listen to a track from a film score I fav'd on the same playlist -> listen to other tracks from the score of said film -> Try to figure out the beats per minute and time signature of the main leitmotif.

My brain works in weird ways.

Finally got my PDP Riffmaster.

Played a bit of YARG and Fortnite Festival with only minimal issues.

I think this is gonna become my new favorite guitar controller.

finally sat down and finished writing about one of the most infamously bad games out there.

now I need a nap

now that I've had a day to ruminate on this it wasn't that bad

I think I've let fandoms poison the things I like/enjoy.

playing the Saints Row reboot with a friend and there's a point where a character made a reference to Still Alive from Portal

NO

NO

MAKING REFERENCES TO THAT IS FORBIDDEN AND HAS BEEN SINCE 2008

STOP THAT IMMEDIATELY

the constant struggle of downloading new songs for rhythm games and not actually playing said rhythm game 😔

somehow I finished Daikatana. Still not great!

might consider a small writeup of sorts in the near future.

lord help me I'm replaying Daikatana