tanuki~ @heytanuki@computerfairi.es

@chuxen@queer.party oh my GOSH what a cutie! I'm very looking forward to seeing more of her!

@mawr @Leucrotta ooooh yesyesyes post snootable corgs! very important boopers!

@chuxen@queer.party thank you! oh my gosh yes ✨🌟✨

hips are an important character aspect and maaaaaybe I have some irl goals about em. mayyyyybeeeee. =3c

this is Beemer, he’s a sleepy corgo

bosses people around with a squishable iron booper

10000/10 doggo, am petting currently

resnoot if you support snoutposting

@tanukisan ohmygosh, happy birthday also! i hope i’m not too late, but also as a tanuki it is my duty to remain somewhat inaccurate

@tahajin tired or no, you look really heckin’ amazing. that lipstick, it’s so good

(and really adorable ahhhhhh) (if you don’t mind me saying that!) (wwwwwwwwwwww0`////)

@AzureHusky i’m so sorry, this is never easy and it’s a tough decision to make about quality of life and things... *lots of very fluffy hugs*

my thoughts are with you all.

@chuxen@queer.party ummm, well, if Y? had made a comeback and it was pay-only, i would have not thought twice about it. it was seriously one of the best comics i read back in... wow, how long ago WAS that?

anyway, i’m saying, it’s beautiful and i KNOW you would have an audience. us here, but not JUST us here. 💖

@AzureHusky anyway! these are pointing to something more along the lines of, “i’m going to have to deal with the things already inside me” and i’m so very ready for that. i haven’t had any feeling of being able to assert myself, my needs, and i feel like i’ve never had the emotional capacity to do that. it’s... weird? people can say “stand up for yourself!” all they want, and i don’t get how.

thank you so much for the advice too. i’m still partially occupied, but i’ll chime in with more later!

@AzureHusky i didn’t even realize how intense that need was. after my self-realization, i decided i wanted to be soft, emapthic, vulnerable as heck. i was tired of the toxic self-protection i was used to.

and oh my gosh, i’ve been with Cran for 16 years now, but it feels like we just now really “get” each other? it’s amazing.

i still feel like i’m fighting some arbitrary limit, like you said. i hadn’t been aware of it til the last couple years and i just... wanted to be able to cry.

@AzureHusky i reeeeally wanted to give this a good, relaxed read, but so much was resonating. it was hard to concentrate!

i’ve been dissociated from my emotions so much that it seemed i didn’t have any, until they hit some threshold of “too much.” therapy helped, but it seemed like a prosthesis. getting more directed therapy and medication helped, but it still felt like i’m limited. my partner has chronic conditions that are isolating, and NEEDS empathy and understanding.

@tahajin oh goshhhh thank youuuu <3

oh yeah, tanuki knows soft =3c

@tahajin holy cow what a beautiful soft friend!

@AzureHusky Blue, friend, amazing person, I cannot thank you enough for this thread. unfortunately I have to be present for some lifethings right now but this has hit me deep and I had to excuse myself to the loo for a few tears. very good and needed ones.

thank you so much 💙

posting on birdsite: 🍃

posting here: *showered in adoration, hardly knows what to do* 💖🍑💙💜🍩🦄🍇😹

@chuxen@queer.party @AzureHusky @poss_bot HUGS FOR ALL

*CROWD CHEERS*

@poss_bot tanuki needs hugs!