overwhelmed anxiety dump
@jake thank you! Believe it or not I am actually making a small profit over what I paid for it!
re: overwhelmed anxiety dump
nothing's wrong. these are the elements of the life I've made for myself, and they're good.
i just want to pause it all and lay down and awaken six months later without this feeling that i'm only two steps away from slipping on a wet rock and falling into the river and getting carried away
overwhelmed anxiety dump
there's so much going on.
i'm volunteering at a race tomorrow. then i have a 3-hour run. both events will likely be in heavy rain.
i just sold my Predator suit today, and i need to package it up in a box that's almost bigger than my car and ship it to the eastern United States. the proceeds will service some debt.
it's my period and there's a full moon coming.
it's TDOV and i don't really want to be seen as trans. i want to be seen as yellow eyes in the dark.
@D6016 very good pages
cis people owe me $50 each today #transdayofvisibility
DM me for your invoice
@mavica_again I can’t wait to graduate from female to whatever is next
New on the Secret Area: It's BlackOPS, a mod for Half-Life.
A mod that looks at the underutilized Black Ops soldiers from Opposing Force, with TWO (!) different variations.
Likes, shares, and comments appreciated, as always.
https://asecretarea.com/2023/03/30/mods-and-maps-half-life-blackops/
81. a random sad werewolf
82. a werewolf! it's got a passport! WHERE WILL IT GO?! (Philadelphia)
83. a skeleton explorer, where will she go?
84. wolf got buried in snow on it's birthday
Mulling on the term "plural," and coincidentally a personae primer; -very- longtext, some kink talk
@Inumo for what it’s worth, what you describe also fits fairly well with my experiences around my own lycanthropy. I have intellectualized a lot of how I interact with my wolf-monster-self, including using very intentional tools like PluralKit on Discord, but the wolf also manifests in me in ways that are organic and spontaneous. I like being surprised by it!
Mulling on the term "plural," and coincidentally a personae primer; -very- longtext, some kink talk
@Inumo I enjoyed reading this, and I appreciate the view on your experience of plurality. Someone important in my life is plural, and from the outside, its experience seems similar enough to yours that you’ve helped illuminate new angles of understanding for me. Or at least new ways of interacting with it and its system.
Asserting that I am the Howard Moon of the team and receiving polite indifference in return. Classic Howard stuff
Get Taylor and Millie together: https://gofund.me/93c0f850
@ahuster sorry, friend. thinkin about you
Ultrarunner, trans woman, autistic, lycanthrope.